[24 Aug 2005|01:15am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | saosin ] i got a tattoo. and i might possibly be grounded. which cant happen. :'( 5 comments|post comment

[18 Aug 2005|02:31am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Ariel Kill Him ] shit. ugh, I did something I wasnt supposed to. It doesnt mean I'm gonna start doing it again though. I hope. Oh yeah I dyed my hair red with blonde on the inside. It looked ugly at first but now the red is nice and i just gotta redo the blonde to make it lighter. 4 comments|post comment

[16 Aug 2005|02:33am] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Placebo ] I realized, looking at old pictures, even from a few months ago makes me sad. weird I know. post comment

[15 Aug 2005|01:04am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Acceptance ] Im going to disregard this nights conversation. Cause it doesnt effect me anymore. Leaving Miami Beach to come back to fucking Eliz. really sucks. I wish it was sunny here. Vacation was a lot of fun... Oh and drinking ruins everything. Well, I ruin everything...damn I really hope I didnt. I cant help it that my mom's fucking crazy, and I cant control my anger. post comment

[02 Aug 2005|01:16am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Spitalfield ] I'm so happy right now, but also upset. post comment

[25 Jul 2005|03:01am] [ mood | content ] [ music | The Postal Service ] im watching 28 days later right now. Maybe I should stop watching zombie movies so much, cause I dont wanna have another nightmare about zombies again....I've been having too many dreams lately! its wierd. Things are gooood....I havent been angry, too much, or anything. Spitalfield show next week, I CANNOT WAIT.... p.s.- tati if you're reading this, your going right?! reunion, man!! 3 comments|post comment

[22 Jul 2005|01:19am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Death Cab For Cutie ] Today I was thinking about the crazy lady that used to live in the stairs at that church at the end of my block. She was really nice, she would talk to me and Carol all the time. She was a crossing guard, but I dont think she got paid or anything, she just did it. She had the outfit though and the sign. As I said, she was crazy. One day she disappeared though and I never saw her again. hahahahaha. Im not going down the shore anymore cause Liz's mom is still sick. Eh, I dont like waking up early anyway. Oh and Jose and Carol make me wanna vomit. hahah. Holy Shit. I found this picture. How old is it?! I kinda miss the hair....uh yeahhh im stupid.     ( my nose ring! ) 6 comments|post comment

[21 Jul 2005|01:36am] [ mood | confused ] I was fine. Yeah i really think I was. Especially lately. Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. I dunno. Not so much anymore. welll. W.T.F. ...Since Feburary i think. Thats a long ass time to be so stupid. But um, I have a theory. yeahhhh. I dont think im making much sense. No I'm not. ...NO MORE OF THIS!!!!!!! FOR REAL this time. x redstar15x: u know what else is weird sorta guns go I3ANG: he cheated on his gf? guns go I3ANG: LOL x redstar15x: the first time i met breno he had long nails too!! guns go I3ANG: with YOU guns go I3ANG: EW x redstar15x: holy shit was i so disgusted ahahahaha....coincidence? i think not. 2 comments|post comment

[19 Jul 2005|02:24am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Sparta ] I lied....im not happy. thats impossible for me. 5 comments|post comment

[17 Jul 2005|02:47pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | remembering never ] umm....I'm kinda happy...yup. I like working at carvel, its kinda fun. but not the late hours. esp. when I work on fridays. that really sucks. i like going out. i started drinking again...hah. see i never mean it when i say i'll stop. ...and i think that i really really dont care anymore. that much. or im trying. actually i hope he doesnt talk to me again. then ill be fine. :) post comment

[09 Jul 2005|04:57pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Yesterdays Rising ] okay- i need to realize when windows are tinted, and when they are not. otherwise people can look into your car when your in the parking lot of a liqour store....funniest shit ever. Actually, me and Janelle were kinda scared.LOL....Cheryl sings a lot when she is drunk/tipsy. She had to be moved to the backseat so Frankie would not get into an accident or something hahahaha. When I got hoome my mom and her boyfriend were downstairs. So i went to go hide in my attic. I was lying on the floor, but then I couldnt really get up again. Its a good thing cause I prob. would have gone downstairs and blown my cover.... I have a feeling my vacation to Miami Beach is gonna fucking suck. I DONT WANNA GO WITH MY MOM. Or my sister. I wish i was going on vaca. with my dad instead. Cuz last time we went to the dominican republic and that was fun as hell. uugghh..I hope Liz can go to FL. with us. She might be able to. I dont even really wanna go there. Im so fucking sick of Miami beach. post comment

[02 Jul 2005|03:33am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Hot Hot Heat ] um yeah. tonight was fun! i forgot how much fun it is hanging out with cheryl. The night went by soooo fast though. At least for me. I dont remeber much actually, we were so GONE. haha. Those random dudes that she knows are funny. I used up the only cash I had tonight too. I need to get some for Tues. Me and Tati are going to the city and we're gonna meet up with Marj. She's the one who took us to that party in Brooklyn. oh yeah. haha. AAAHHH Tues. will be SO much fun. Me and Tati are gonna go to a coffeehouse, as well as to a sushi place. Oh man, we ALWAYS get into some type of trouble. Fun trouble, of course. his lack of EMOTIONS doesnt bother me as much as it used to. In fact, im starting not to care at all. Might as well move on. I dunno... I want somone who cares. oh and i HATE stupid red ford explorers and the people that drive them. GO AWAY. Get out of my life. Stay away from my family. You ruin everything. Fuck you. 6 comments|post comment

[26 Jun 2005|01:41am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Darkest Hour ] I guess im just easy to be mean to... and you know what sucks, its always me. I dunno. I'm too nice. I'm a pushover. yeah... 2 comments|post comment

[25 Jun 2005|02:30am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Trophy Scars ] Tonight I went to a show in Union. I had fun. I thought I wasnt going to, but i did. And the music was good. TME was really good...I judged some people too quickly i think, but now I realize i was wrong. Some kids can actually be pretty cool... i worked today at the hair salon. it was okay. some guy didnt tip me, grr.. It was a slow day today, so I didnt have tooo much to do. Its not usually like that though. The only thing I dont like is that this job interferes with my friday nights. Cause I get out around 7-8. At least I'm getting paid though. :D...My lip ring started bleeding today. Everytime an adult sees it they give me looks, freak out and tell me its gonna get infected. esp. after I tell them my friend did it for me. THANX. for scaring me. Gosh. it better not though. maybe ill get my other side done too. I wanna go to Wanaque tomm. .... post comment

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